Countdown 10 to 1

Counting down my feelings for you,
I don't know where to begin.
I guess I'll start from the top,
And tell how you make my head spin.

Ten, I just met you,
You're funny, kind, and amazing,
I don't know what to think.
You sweep me off my feet,
I'm falling faster than I can blink.

Nine, we've started hanging out,
You still have no clue,
How crazy you make me,
Whenever I'm around you.

Eight, we start spending more time,
Getting to know each other,
Talking about our fears,
Our goals and aspirations,
Without a clue to whats about to happen.

Seven, the first big fight,
Sure we've have arguments,
And pointless conflicts in the past.
But know you've found something out,
That I wasn't ready to tell.

Six, you've run out of things to say,
Lost in your mind, trying to think,
Nothing's coming to you,
You give up and turn away,
Making me think you hate me,
So I go to bed hating myself too.

Five, I keep my distance,
I don't know what think.
I spend all my time thinking,
About the time we had,
The times we laughed.
Thinking that's all we'll have,
Our time is up, that's all she wrote.

Four, I start to heal,
Time has passed,
I feel like I've moved on.
You're still in my thoughts,
But no where near as much as before,
I get some of my life back.

Three, why did you have to do that?
Why couldn't you just leave me alone?
All I wanted was to move on and forget about you?
You've come into my life again, why?
All I want is to be free, to be able to live my life.

Two, and so the healing process starts again,
I won't let you hurt me again,
I'm done with it, completely through,
You're finished and you'll never get another chance.

One, it's finally over,
You no longer plague my thoughts.
We've gone separate ways,
I couldn't be happier.

So that's my countdown 10-1,
Of how I got over you,
And I'm never looking back,
I'm over you and finally free,
I couldn't be happier,
I mean...just look at me!