Thursday, May 14, 2009

Why?

Why?
Why do I have to care so much?
Why can't I let this go?
Why can't I let you go?
Why can't I just forget?
Why do I have to hate myself so much?
Why do I have to pretend?
Why can't I be normal?
Why can't life just be easy for once?
Why can't I run?
Why can't I disappear and leave it all behind?

What?
What's stopping me?
What's holding me back?
What's keeping me tethered to the past?
What do I have to do?

Who?
Who's going to be my hero?
Who's going to be the one to save me from myself?
Who's going to be the one to make me see the light?

Where?
Where do I have to go?
Where do I have to go to escape?
Where do I have to go before I'm happy?

How?
How did it get this bad?
How did I let it run unchecked for so long?
How far do I have to go?
How far is far enough?

When?
When will this end?
When will I be normal again?
When will I be able to look in the mirror and not hate what I see?
When will I be...me again?

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